Studies

Dear Friends,

Its 9.30pm of 2 August 2014, after such a long time, I suddenly the urge to write something, even if there's no one out there that read them. I turned 19 this year, and it's a critical period of life for me now, as im studying a-level, i'll go for my degree next year. However, the problem is, what course i'm going to take? I'm currently thinking about going monash university for business courses, but I will still have to pick a major, either in economics, finance and accouting, management, business law, marketing and etc. What if i pick something that i don't like? or what if i don't even like business courses? I mean, i like them as a subject, but business in future? Hell no i guess. I can work for someone, but business of my own? I don't really think so. 

Someone ever told me before, that if you doubt of what to study, choose the path that keep most of the door open. Which mean, choose a course that can guarantee you future or you can possibly get any jobs available with that degree. For me, business administration can do that, but that also means that you are not specialise enough to work as a professional, for example accountant. And there's one thing, i fucking hate accouting, but i take account as one of the a level subject. How am i suppose to score?

I wish, i can be sure of what i want, but i don't even know what i want. I just want to be happy, i guess?

i'm back!!!

Hello~i'm back!!

i guess it's because i'm too free until i remember about this blog~

hmm.. gonna have my cambridge exam this saturday~

i dunno why but, i dun feel nervous AT ALL~ damn.

So, i just revise a little only~ sure die =.=

Going Thailand, Hat Yai next Monday with parents~ just booked flight ticket about 2 days ago~

my daddy decided so suddenly until i dunno how to replace all tuition class that i gonna miss~ haha.

So it's a good or bad thing?

Christmas is coming~ and New Year is going to reach too~

Am i gonna enjoy this two days by watching drama at home?? wondering~

Feel like wanna go somewhere with him.. He ask me almost every year to go out and count down for new year~ but i never dare to go with him~

Scare i guess? As i'm afraid he's not the same as how he was 4 years ago~

And what about kb? If u know me well sure u know who is that~

Well, we dun get very well these days~

i guess it's because of his examination? or it's just an excuse~XD

He's gonna have his own life very soon, which i never thought of to be part of it~

Haven't met the right person? I'm not sure too~

No matter what~ life goes on~

That's it!! byeeee~

sekolah~

hmm~
these days getting better and better with yan feng~
well~
so actually it's a good thing or bad thing hmm? XDD
sekarang, in class 4s4, we need to switch row every single week~
hmm i hate it when i heard this order from teacher~
but then, now? i love it!!
currently sitting in first row~
heeeee~ feel the different~ XDD
always let teacher say this say that~ but!
no more ppl blocking my view~ XD
especially when girls of 4s4 memang tinggi betul~ XD
ehem* so what else? no i guess?
gonna do my bc oral tomorrow~ hmm gtg~
byeeee~

flute? :O

hmm~ hari ini cha boon told me hh said that i should learn to play flute? betul ke huihan? hahaha well~ happy to heard that actually~ heeeee XD
never thought of wanna learn any instrument before but flute? not bad nehh~ hoho any suggestion? i'll think about it babe~ XD it's quite cool~
kawan semua learning instrument now~ betul betul rich+free~ haaaa but maybe i'm gonna be the same as them also~ XD

school life~

prefect AGM is coming!!! this friday~
a little nervous~ but dun really think it affect me a lot~hmm~
But~ we need to do everything ourself once all form 5 senior retire!!
omg man~ cannot play play liao lo?
it's better to have senior compare to have junior honestly~
but~ what to do? we need to grow up~ aikk~
this few weeks, getting better, better and better with spering, june and balitong~
hmm nice~!! =D
at least have someone to accompany when don't do hw~
go for a walk when teacher not around and all that~
especially when we play~ i enjoy it!! XD
i love form 4 life sooooo much!!!
i like studying in science lab~
i like form 4 prefect life~
i love my form 4 prefect friends!!!
spering, huey yin, hui han, yinsan, chaboon, xinyi, sze ling, weijun, mayyee~hahaha love u all!! =D

lazy~ -.-!!

Finally~ i'm back!!!!
it's been a long time since i wrote this thing~
hmm~ wondering if anyone miss me? =D
it's august already~ final exam is coming man~ however, i'm getting lazy!!!!
how am i gonna face this exam? so many subjects~ especially bio, history, chemistry and physics!!!
but~ life still goes on what? these days~ my life is like~ go school, tuition, watch tv programme, tidy my bag and sleep~ what about my hw? i can hardly remember how many hw i actually owe my teacher~ hmm~

15 July

tomorrow is my birthday~maybe i should say today is my birthday since the time is 2.20am.. hmm~ a little excited honestly =D i hug with my mum today after she gave me angpau and i kissed her~ XD i love u mama. Thanks to all the wishes from all of u~ really really appreciate it~ there's a lot of friends the i KNEW wish me at fb~ although we dun say hi to each other anymore, but actually i remember ALL of u~ just that i dunno how to show it~ i tried to reply facebook post one by one~ honestly my hand feel pain, but i still enjoy it XD hope its a great day tomorrow~ good night everybody~ muawhhs =D