Studies

Dear Friends,

Its 9.30pm of 2 August 2014, after such a long time, I suddenly the urge to write something, even if there's no one out there that read them. I turned 19 this year, and it's a critical period of life for me now, as im studying a-level, i'll go for my degree next year. However, the problem is, what course i'm going to take? I'm currently thinking about going monash university for business courses, but I will still have to pick a major, either in economics, finance and accouting, management, business law, marketing and etc. What if i pick something that i don't like? or what if i don't even like business courses? I mean, i like them as a subject, but business in future? Hell no i guess. I can work for someone, but business of my own? I don't really think so. 

Someone ever told me before, that if you doubt of what to study, choose the path that keep most of the door open. Which mean, choose a course that can guarantee you future or you can possibly get any jobs available with that degree. For me, business administration can do that, but that also means that you are not specialise enough to work as a professional, for example accountant. And there's one thing, i fucking hate accouting, but i take account as one of the a level subject. How am i suppose to score?

I wish, i can be sure of what i want, but i don't even know what i want. I just want to be happy, i guess?