I tried my best to show you that you are worth it, you push me away saying no more effort should be invested.
You broke my heart by pushing me away but love me the same way
You give me care and love, support and companion, you show me what love should be like
You told me that I'm worth it, you show me that love is supposed to be easy
You show me that people can live the way they want if they actually want to; but you also show me that we are not allowed to love as much as we are because we will end up not being able to stay and hurt ourselves and let our heart break into pieces.
I gave you my heart thinking you can protect it wholeheartedly, you think it's too heavy to hold on to it and it's easier to put it down whole I'm still able to support myself.
You said you want to take care of me, but at the same time you want me to stay away from you.
You hug me, kiss me and hold me right, you treat me well and let me think I'm the princess and I deserve it.
I want all of you but I don't deserve any of you.
You rather see me crying and hurting than to give me a chance of proofing that I'm able to do what it takes to show you that you're worth it.

I Love you with everything that I could give, but at the same time I have nothing else to give but myself...

But I've done trying what I could. If you want me in your life again you would come find me but until then, you continue to treat me like I don't exist, because I'm not worth your time.